minding my own meltdown.

Do you ever have a day where every person you come in contact with effects your mood? Like every person gets under your skin? Well, I can tell you, YES that happens to me far too often. Sometimes I have to remind myself that everyone’s attitude is not my problem. It is not a reflection of me, at all. On the other hand, I’m super sensitive and tend to allow other peoples shit to effect my vibe and my entire being. It’s unacceptable. And quite frankly I’m tired and I’ve come to the conclusion that I am not going to allow this to happen any longer. It’s my issue and my fault for allowing the suffering. I have to take my power back. As of late, I am in mood swing misery. I have to constantly tell myself, “as an empath, one has to learn to observe rather than absorb.”

Along with being an empath, I am also extremely intuitive. Maybe they go hand in hand? Sometimes I feel things before they happen. Other times, my body gets physically ill when I enter an enviroment that’s a not so positive one. An intuitive mind such as mine is not a blessing yet a curse. A woman such as myself knows things others may not pick up on or cannot explain. The blessing comes with what I do with my power. I always listen and feel my body as it tunes in to certain vibrations.

On the last full moon, August 15th, I took that time to really reflect and think. I meditated while burning some white sage and set my intentions. I mean doesn’t everyone spend their full moons that way? (haha)My heart and brain basically came to the consensus…I have to really start taking better care of me. To not have every little thing or person (stranger or not) get in the way of my peace. My consciousness and awareness is pretty crystal clear right now and I know exactly how to move forward. Good things are coming and like I said before, ‘one has to learn to observe rather than absorb.’

xxo Steph